OKAY YOU GUYS ARE GONNA LEARN SOMETHING ABOUT ANNA THAT I DON’T THINK YOU GUYS KNEW, BUT YEAH I MEAN IT’S NOTHING BIG, BUT I HAD JUST NEVER TALKED ABOUT IT BEFORE SO YEAH.
When I opened my eyes again, it was 2 in the afternoon already. I knew my sleeping schedule was going to be weird, especially since we hadn’t even gotten much sleep last night to begin with. Harry’s side of the bed was empty, leaving me to keep myself warm by pulling the covers up to my chin. I laid there for a few minutes, listening for him and I could hear him rummaging in the kitchen. I got up from bed and slowly walked down the steps, trying to be as quiet as possible. I peeked around the corner and saw Harry at the counter, chopping various fruits into bowls, lightly humming to himself. I continued to watch him, sneaking a little closer to the kitchen, trying to get a better look at him. He had a major case of bed head and he was wearing basket ball shorts and a hoodie, the sleeves slightly too big for him and falling over his hands. I smiled to myself as I admired him. I loved him, so much… and he was all mine. It was hard to wrap my head around, even after over 7 months of dating. I was interrupted from my thoughts when my stomach growled, my eyes widening when Harry turned around, a grin forming on his face.
"Good afternoon sleepy head." Harry said, picking up both of the bowls.
"Hiiiiii." I said, grinning at him from the doorway.
"You weren’t supposed to wake up yet, I was gonna bring this up to you." Harry said while grabbing two forks out of the drawer.
"What is it?" I asked, even though I already knew what it was.
"It’s fruit, but I chopped them up into cool little shapes. Like this one is a star." He said, pointing to something that looked something like a star.
"And this one was supposed to be a heart, but it didn’t work out to well." He said, pointing to a piece of watermelon that actually just looked like a circle with two points at the top.
I giggled and he smiled at me.
"It’s so cute Harry, thank you." I said, giggling again.
"Don’t laugh at me." He said, pretending to stab me in the eye with the fork.
"Violence is not the answer, Harry. I’m sure your mother has taught you that." I said, raising an eyebrow and taking one of the bowls from him.
I heard Harry grumble and mumble something under his breath, trying to keep a straight face.
"Let’s go back up to bed." Harry suggested, already walking towards the stairs.
I followed him up there and covered back up in bed, stabbing one of the pieces of fruit with the fork and eating it. I watched Harry eat and giggled, earning a glare from him.
"What is it now, Annabelle?" He said, mocking seriousness.
"It’s just that when you eat, you stick your tongue out. When you drink too. Like, your tongue always comes out first." I said, biting my lip to keep from smiling, but failing.
Harry widened his eyes and shook his head.
"Making fun of me now. I see how it is." Harry said, mocking offense and turning his body so that his back was to me.
I laughed out loud and scooted closer to him.
"I’m not making fun of you silly. I just think you’re cute." I said, giggling and kissing his shoulder.
"I love you, that’s it." I said, nuzzling my face between his shoulder blades.
Harry turned back to me and kissed my forehead.
"And I love you." He said before stabbing his fork into my bowl and stealing a piece of apple.
I hit his fork with mine and scowled at him.
"Yours is all mandarin oranges Harry." I said, trying not to laugh.
"Yeah I know. I like mandarin oranges." He said, which I already knew.
I brought my fork to his bowl and stole 5 orange pieces, shoving them into my mouth.
"Thief." He mumbled.
"You started it." I said, raising my eye brows.
"Fair enough." He said, fighting off a smile.
I’m not even sure what it was, but in that moment I wanted to kiss him so badly. He was just really good at keeping me from thinking about everything that’s happened recently. That was important too. I felt him scoot closer to me, his arm brushing against mine as we finished our food.
"Thank you for that, Harry. That was very nice of you." I said, rubbing his arm and smiling.
"It’s no problem." He said, his dimple popping into his cheek.
Harry sat our bowls on the nightstand and laid back down. He pulled me down with him and I cuddled into his side.
"How are you feeling?" Harry asked.
I knew what he was referring to.
"I’m alright." I said, shrugging my shoulders.
Harry ran his finger tips up and down my arm, looking down at me.
"It’ll be okay soon." Harry said, running his other hand through my hair.
"I promise. I’ll fix you.” He said, my eyes welling up with tears.
"You’re not supposed to make me cry." I said, burying my face in his neck, not wanting him to see me cry anymore than he already had.
"I know that right now you’re scared I’m gonna leave you. You’re scared that you won’t be happy again. I promise, I don’t plan on leaving you anytime soon. You will be happy again one day, Anna. I’ll make sure of it." He said, lifting my head from his neck.
Of course I was crying, I’m just an emotional wreck right now and I probably will be for a while.
"I love you so much, Anna. With everything I am. I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much, but every single day I just fall more and more in love with you." He said, his green eyes staring straight into my blue ones.
"I love you Harry." I said, sniffling and pushing a hand into the back of his hair
"No more crying, baby." He said, wiping my wet cheeks.
"Okay." I said, turning my face to the palm of his hand and leaving a kiss there.
I lightly urged his face towards my own and he brushed his nose along my own, closing his eyes. He finally pressed his mouth to mine, keeping his lips there for a few moments before pulling away and kissing my nose. I brushed my thumb along his jaw and pressed my thumb where his dimple would be. He flexed his dimple and my thumb pressed into it, making me smile. I lifted my head up and pressed multiple kisses to the dimple, making big smooching noises. He chuckled and pulled me into his chest, nuzzling his nose into my hair.
"I just wanna kiss you all day." Harry said, running his thumb along my bottom lip.
"Then do it." I said, puckering my lips against his thumbs.
"Our lips would fall off though." He said, pouting out of his bottom lip.
I kissed his bottom lip and he grinned.
"I mean we could still make out. I don’t think our lips will fall off. We’ve done it lots before." Harry said, pushing his hand into the back of my hair and wiggling his eye brows, making me laugh.
I pressed my lips against his and he caught my bottom lip in between the both of his. He kissed my bottom lip, then my top before cautiously running his tongue along the seam of my lips. I parted my lips for him and he slid his tongue along mine. His tongue was warm and soft, sweet from the oranges he had just ate. Underneath that though, was the taste only he had. We continued to kiss until we had to pull away for air. I kissed him on the nose and he smiled, kissing the corner of my mouth. We laid in bed, talking for a while before he brought something up.
"You know I have to go back on tour next month, right?" Harry asked.
"Yeah I know." I said.
"Are you coming with me again? I don’t want you to-" He said, but I cut him off.
"No I’m staying here Harry. I promise I’m fine. I’ve got school to do and I’m really fine, I promise." I said.
"Okay." Harry said, brushing my hair out of my face.
That’s one thing I don’t think anyone really knew about except for Harry and my parents. I was in college. Now, it was online courses, but it was still a good school. I wish I could have actually gone to the school itself instead of online courses, but I enrolled in them when I was still with Skylar and he made me take the online courses so that I couldn’t leave the house. I don’t have a job either, but I don’t need one. My college was already paid for because of my dad’s G.I bill and I actually get paid just for going to college with the G.I bill, I just had to take courses during the summer too. I had lots of money saved up also.
"Sometimes I forget you’re a college girl." Harry said, making me laugh.
"College girls are hot" Harry said, making me blush.
"Well, you aren’t too bad yourself." I said, giggling.
"I’ll make sure you visit me though. We’ll have to figure out a date and I’ll tell you when I know." Harry said and I nodded my head.
"Sounds good to me." I said, kissing his dimple again.
The truth though was that I had no idea what I was going to do when Harry was gone. If it was any other time I’d be fine, but right now I’m having a hard time even breathing. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I want Harry to go though too because I know he’ll have fun when he’s gone. He loves being on tour. Plus, this is the last leg of the tour and then he’ll be done until next year. He was only going to be gone for a little under 2 months, which isn’t even a lot. I know it’ll feel like a lot though. When he comes back though, maybe I’ll finally be back to the way I was before. I’ll have time to get back into my routine of things and everything will be good.
"You alright?" Harry said, lightly running his fingertips along my shoulder.
I nodded my head and rested my cheek on his shoulder.
"Just thinking." I mumbled.
Harry hummed, kissing my forehead.
"Are you excited about tour?" I asked, trying to lighten the mood a little bit.
"Yeah definitely. I’m excited to go to Japan too, I think that’ll be cool. Tokyo is one of my favorite places to visit." He said, smiling.
I smiled and pushed his curls away from his forehead, pressing my lips there for a moment.
"I’m glad. I think it’ll be good for you to go have manly bonding time too." I said, giggling.
Harry laughed and pushed his face into my palm.
"I’m already pretty manly." Harry said, opening up one of his eyes.
I widened my eyes and shook my head a little bit.
"I think you’ve lost it." I said, and he glared at me, rolling me underneath him.
"Oh really?" He said, his hands grabbing my ribs and I gasped, already knowing what was gonna happen.
"No no no no Harry please." I said, already laughing.
"Take it back." He said, his fingers going to work squeezing and tickling at my sides, making me squeal.
"I take it back Harry please." I said, squirming around.
"Say that I’m the manliest man you know." He said, not stopping.
I couldn’t stop laughing long enough to get the words out, barely having time to breathe.
"If you don’t say it I won’t stop." He said, starting to laugh himself.
"You’re the manliest man I know, Harry." I said, trying to get away from his relentless fingers.
"Now was that so hard?" He asked, finally taking his hands away.
I giggled and he laughed, burying his face in my neck.
"I like hearing you laugh." Harry said softly.
I kissed the top of his head and he looked back up at me, his eyes sad.
"I love you a lot, alright?" He said, brushing his thumb along my cheek.
"And I love you." I said, resting my hand over his.
He pecked my lips softly, then my cheek, nose, forehead and both eye lids.
"I really do. I always will, Anna. I want you to know that." Harry said, making sure I was looking at him.
I nodded my head and smiled the best I could.
"I could never stop loving you Harry." I said, hugging him close to me and burying my face in his neck.
He barrel rolled us so that he was laying underneath me and he pulled the covers over us. He lightly pet the back of my hair and I smiled at him.
"I just." He said, not finishing.
I was really proud of Harry. He was never really good with words when it came to stuff like this. He would become shy and brush everything off, much like me. Here he was, saying all these kind words, making my heart swell.
"I love you with my everything, Harry."
"I love you, Anna." He said, laying back down with me.
We spent the rest of the day like that, in bed. Talking, laughing, kissing. I’ve never loved someone this much.
And it’s fucking terrifying.
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